Because you know I only believe in what I see before me.
Because you know I only have my thoughts, my opinions.
Because you know I won’t listen when I’m annoyed.
Because you know there’s nothing you can do to stop who I’m becoming.
Because you know I’m always lonely, yet I push everyone away.
Because you know I’m too scared to say anything.
Because you know I coop myself up in my room and watch romance dramas….dreaming of a day to find my knight in shining armor.
Because you know I know…that I’ll never find one.
Because you know I already gave up on my dreams.
Because you know I hate this world.
Because you know I start throwing random tantrums with and without people around.
Because you know I rather suffer in quiet then tell someone.
Because you know I want to run outside in teh dark and just scream and cry, but I don’t.
Because you know I…..I might be suicidal.
Because you know that I smile….and fake smile.
Because you know I hide from the truth.
Because you know I tell everyone to never regret, but I regret many things.
Because you know…I’ll never tell anyone everything.
Because you know…I rather everyone come to hate me, come to judge me, come to their own conclusions then defend myself.
Because you know I cry…for the past.
Because you know I can’t walk away…I can never walk away.
Because you know I’ll never forget…anything.
Because you know…
that I don’t believe you know me.
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